The Lord goes before me as a dread warrior
“Put your hope in the LORD
travel steadily along his path
he will honor you by giving you the land.
You will see the wicked destroyed…
The LORD rescues the godly
he is their fortress in times of trouble.
The LORD helps them, rescuing them from the wicked.
He saves them, and they find shelter in him.”
(Psalm 37:34,39-40 NLT)
There are a few friends who would be bothered by the above statement “You will see the wicked destroyed.” And in a different set of circumstances, I would share in that agitation. Because of the tough times that I am facing, and why I am facing them, I am bitter at the ones who caused it.
Carrie worked for the same people I currently work for. Through their own little corporate games, hypocrisy, and illegal activity, Carrie lost her job. Because of this we have no money. We have had to have help for food, and right now we are facing eviction. We’re dealing, and moving, but I am extremely bitter at this company and I want to see these people brought to their knees…with such a force that they shatter.
Yesterday, I went so far as to say that the name of the Human Resources Director is Satan, and it wasn’t anything startling. They all know what’s happening, and they have all expressed their own viewpoints. They all have heard my view on these things, and the people involved.
So, yeah, because of all this, I want to see them destroyed, and I want Carrie and myself to be rescued from these bad things that have come from their own arrogance.
Until then, I will still go to work, because we still need the money, and the job that I do is, comparitively speaking, easy.
